Wow! So where do I even begin!? I am exhausted and staying in my hotel this evening! I have walked my feet off the last few days and by rights I should really have no feet left and be down to my knees! Ha ha!
Ok! So Wednesday I stayed with my beloved Lady and we stayed up most of the night having fun with nerds, popping candy and some lollies! I loved the popping candy and lollies! Although I was a bit anxious about where one went and so that didn’t last long! The other, well let’s just say I had fun and so did she! Thursday morning came way too soon though and it meant we were soon to be apart! Going to the bank on the way to the airport I felt my heart sink watching her from the bank sitting in the car. I didn’t want to leave her for a minute never mind for the whole month!
When we got to the airport made her promise not to cry as I knew I would break down and be a mess on the plane for sure. We had something to eat and I sat sneaking looks at her unable to look directly at her until she asked if I wanted her not to look at me. I didn’t want that either as I wanted to memorise every part of her although I know I wont forget her, she is engraved on my heart despite my shenanigans about our age difference and trying to stay away from her.
Eventually all too soon the time came for me to go through the gate, but just before I did I watched as her eyes filled with tears and she swore using my words that it was ‘ just an overflow of emotion’. I walked through the gate unable to look back, knowing if I did I would run back into her arms and not be able to leave. My eyes were also full and I did not want to let her see how upset I was knowing it would end her and bring her to full tears too.
Going through the gate I went and bought a camera and due to a mix up ended up paying for just the accessory pack! Win! And then I had to run towards the gate as my flight was then boarding! After being there for hours, I was having to run! On the flight I received a message asking if I had watched the video she secretly filmed for me which I then did. Cunt made me cry after keeping it all in!! So here is me sitting on the plane, watching her video crying with a stranger sitting next to me probably wondering what the fuck!
The flight to Singapore was uneventful and went in really quickly and before I knew where I was, I was sitting at the gate for my next flight trying desperately to log on to the free wifi to send my Lady a message as I couldn’t even get a roaming signal on my phone! It was not to be so disappointed I got on the long flight to come to the UK. My seats I already paid to pick a few weeks ago to make sure I had aisle seats and seeing there were no kids apart from babies near by (after all I have decent headphones which would drown out any crying) I thought I had landed lucky! NO!!!
The man in front kept his seat down the whole flight meaning I had to do the same otherwise I was sitting with his head in my lap and the man behind was up and down more than my knickers when I am with my Lady! Which meant he banged on the back of my seat every time, and when he wasn’t his wife was and so the both of them banged against it! I mean really!!! Grown adults worse than kids!!! I could’ve squealed at one point I was so fed up with it!
So I watched film after film! Sherlock Homes, The Tooth Fairy 2, Hugo and something else which escapes me right now for the life of me! Eventually arriving in London on Friday morning at 5.30am I had had a total of less than 6 hours sleep in 2 days and was due to go out that evening! It took me a while to get to my hotel and I arrived around 8am with sore hands from carrying my bags and my arms and legs ached too – I think I may actually be getting old!
So I still couldn’t check into my hotel and breakfast was still on so I had a breakfast while I waited! Once I had finished a room was ready and I dumped everything and went in search of a phone shop and to gather my bearings! Shopping was done and I walked Oxford Street, Regent Street and Piccadilly Circus still not seeing one! Eventually in the afternoon I found a store and purchased a sim sending my first message to her and being able to hear back from her felt alright again! Later I managed to skype her before I had what was meant to be a short sleep before going to the Erotic Meet event!
Luckily she sent me a text asking if I was still breathing and at the event and not asleep missing it! I was asleep missing it! I couldn’t believe it! I had nearly slept through the night and missed all the people I had come here especially to meet! It was the only reason I came to London! It was a mad rush as I ran up the road to the place it was being held in texting Mollysdailykiss husband Domsigns saying I was nearly there. As I walked passed the place and then double back I spotted Molly and ran over giving her a huge hug as she stood there with Rubygoodnight.
So I was there without a chance to get nervous and then I met several people all in quick succession – none of who I knew who they were! Ha ha! They all knew who I was but I was stumped as to who they were! So I then met several of my friends who I had been dying to meet! The most beautiful Annie Player and Perfectlytwistd the first of many I was to meet. The next who I am ashamed to say I didn’t recognise – she had her hair up and it was noisy so I didn’t recognise ‘the voice’ either and that was the most delightful Harper Eliot who I also had the delight of spending some drinking hours with on Saturday afternoon too (well into the evening to be honest!). The the most wonderful Jilly Boyd and of course Rebecca Bond (do you know I can almost get my hands around her waist? I did try!) So I had been speaking to someone else all night before I realised her name was Rose and I was heard to utter the words, “My Rose???”. Which of course involved me then throwing my arms around her and near squeezing her to death! Ha has Sexwithrose is delightful and was a pleasure to meet yet another red head this weekend! I do have a thing for redheads and she was just one of many who are all redheads – wonder why there was so many!? So after party at Josh Brandon’s where we played twister and I have never which mainly involved myself drinking lots! Oh and not forgetting meeting the lovely Jane Fae and Miss Aconitine too who I will now be able to keep in touch with via twitter. Wandering back to my hotel (initially the wrong way!) at nearly 5am I marveled at how many people were still out and about from the clubs! I have been sheltered recently living in Western Australia where we all are in bed by 10pm unless it’s a dungeon party night! ha ha!
Hitting my light by 5,30am I thought I would sleep for hours, but no I was wide awake at 8.30am with bloodshot eyes and feeling terrible! Giving in I got up for breakfast knowing if I didn’t I would miss meeting Lady Pandorah, Rose, Jilly Boyd and some others for a showing of Prometheus near midday. So we then met up with Blacksilk and waited to meet up with Elenya Lewis and Smutpuppet in a local boozer as well as the chance to spend more time with the delightful Harper Eliot who is now my smoking buddy! ha ha! I had such a great afternoon To say I was delighted to meet everyone would be an understatement! For a long time they were all the only people I had as friends as I moved halfway around the world and struggled to begin a new life and split with my long term partner of 13 years.
Now they are still friends and all the more special now that I have met them and found them to be even lovelier in real life! So I slept last night for 12 hours and think I need a rest still as I still feel tired. I’ve been ill for a while again and still have bronchitis and need to rest. So, although I have been walking all day all over London, I am now lying on my bed blogging so that my Lady can read everything I have been up to properly since this is the best way, as I seem to say more when I write than when I speak!
I met some wonderful people this weekend and it was well worth a detour in my trip to do so. Best bit? I get to come back next weekend to meet Loula Cherry and to see the delightful Molly and her Master Domsigns again at the London Fetish Fair. AND I get to see them again at the end of the month when they will be in my neck of the woods for The Erotic Arts Festival in Edinburgh where Molly and I will be appearing in Spoken Erotica to read pieces of our work accepted for on display.
So an exciting month is ahead where I get to meet another two good friends from twitter in Amsterdam Thyroidplague (Peter) who I will be staying with and my other writer friend Rebel .
The worst thing is my Mistress is not with me! I miss her so much my heart hurts! When with Elenya and Smutpuppet someone said that I have a loved up smile when I speak about her and that yes it’s a pixie face! I do love her thought despite not looking for love I found it when I least expected it and what love it is! The kind I thought I’d never find! I’m going nowhere without her again! She is coming when I come for Eroticon and I better save up she will need to go shopping while I’m busy! ha ha I can’t wait for our adventures to begin properly when I return home!
Tomorrow I am off to see my boy and his fiance and talk more about my writing and things to him – he laughed when I told him to today and said that it was wonderful! I love my boy, he is a lot like me and I have missed him so much!
So, off to bed with me once I have bought more of the cute Vogues for travelling up to Scotland tomorrow. Night all! Happy Sunday sorry I have no Sinful pics but this one will be my favourite forever more!