So I’ve not been very well all of this week. I was off Monday and Tuesday, felt better and now feel crap again. A whole of rain yesterday made me feel a whole lot worse I suspect. My housemate is also down with it too so we drank lots of hot Ribena all night.
I missed my friend on yahoo tonight which was annoying as I felt like chatting to her. I also missed the dungeon party for the first time since I started going. I didn’t actually even give it a thought other than the young one is there and I miss her and needed held so badly tonight.
I will see her in the morning when she comes to pick me up for an event at hers then a friends 21st later in the day. I miss her. I haven’t seen her since Wednesday. She unlike the Mistress has been making time to see me, but really has more reasons not to have time for me! What don’t I ever believe the truth I see right in front of my eyes? Someone who barely is in touch but wants to control everything and someone who has gone out of her way to spend time with me and wants me to be me! Who would you want?
I am such a fool! However I’ve let my heart get hurt so now I need to heal before I can be with anyone properly now! I never learn! But, now i have to!
Have a good weekend everyone! Take a chance on someone, don’t wait, you may lose them in a heartbeat.