So I’ve not been very well all of this week. I was off Monday and Tuesday, felt better and now feel crap again. A whole of rain yesterday made me feel a whole lot worse I suspect. My housemate is also down with it too so we drank lots of hot Ribena all night.
I missed my friend on yahoo tonight which was annoying as I felt like chatting to her. I also missed the dungeon party for the first time since I started going. I didn’t actually even give it a thought other than the young one is there and I miss her and needed held so badly tonight.
I will see her in the morning when she comes to pick me up for an event at hers then a friends 21st later in the day. I miss her. I haven’t seen her since Wednesday. She unlike the Mistress has been making time to see me, but really has more reasons not to have time for me! What don’t I ever believe the truth I see right in front of my eyes? Someone who barely is in touch but wants to control everything and someone who has gone out of her way to spend time with me and wants me to be me! Who would you want?
I am such a fool! However I’ve let my heart get hurt so now I need to heal before I can be with anyone properly now! I never learn! But, now i have to!
Have a good weekend everyone! Take a chance on someone, don’t wait, you may lose them in a heartbeat.
I missed you tonight as did some other gals. I liked the rain many stayed home so we where few under the roof and found places to play in my way indeed. My needle work I had some time to beat on the cross and my poor right arm is tired and
I had the table to pull out the big needles and tell the ribbons and pretty to go to hell I am here for blood and pain and torture the physical and mental. Lucky you will in a few days get to see all the gore the protests and the maniacal glee and self satisfaction.
I took a risk a date with the unknown and I do say I am glad it may not me intense and full of energy and persaze but I know I am listened to and heard and the warmth that is what I like most. Where it will be taken is unknown and as they have another who has another the pressure is off and things can just happen where the cards lay.
for know I am playing those cards close no rush
I missed everyone too! Well when I wakened and it was late. Its been a while since I’ve seen you too! But, I’ve not been well and my heart is hurting so it faired me well to stay at home for the evening.
I am glad you took a chance! And that it’s working! I noticed a short comment saying you had a date again. I am really happy for you and hope that it works out for you as you wish
Be careful with that hand of yours it’s in demand! I hope to see you soon and especially before I go to UK.
Xxx
mm next time I should include some punctuation but bless I have had no sleep for near to days. So goodnight
Shrug, I think I got the understanding x
I am thinking in poetry at the moment. Trying to plan my it gets better vid for the Aust campaign – I keep getting stuck
Cool love the vid for that song!