How can I possibly miss Her when I haven’t been with Her, we are only friends!?
Yet somehow I miss The Mistress so much! There is this ache that I thought I would never feel for anyone else after recent events.
Yet there it is! When I think of Her, my insides flip in the most delightful way and well, well a part of me clenches!
Yet I’m not Hers, maybe I never will be? I wish I could find a way to put a lid on this and keep it for later! I might always feel this ache and no one take it away!
That doesn’t bear thinking about!
Anyway, at the moment this is a delicious ache and although I am desperate for it to be eased its not like before! This is a lovely feeling!
Maybe The Mistress will have Her own ache soon and feel the need to have it eased, maybe She’ll pick me?