So anyone who follows me on twitter will have seen how incredibly happy I’ve been since last night! She is the main reason! I get to see her so soon that I might pee my pants with the excitement of it. AND I get to spend a day with her too! And the best thing is I get to make her happy, that’s the icing on the cake really. My heart feels like it might burst right now I have so many good things going on in my life.
I had my lunch date today with such a delightful girl, I didn’t want my lunch break to end. She is so lovely and her laugh sounds like a bell, all melodic. She loves trees like me and she had the worst childhood like me. We talked a lot and she asked me lots of questions about me probably the best way to find out about me normally since I will never volunteer information and it allowed me to ask her back. She was so easy to talk to and I couldn’t help but stare at her as she ate her lunch and her whole face smiled every other minute.
Yesterday too a domme approached me that I have been dying to talk to and didn’t know what to say. We are now chatting and she is telling me what she requires from a sub. At the moment we are of the same mind about things. I know it may seem strange that I would seek another out when I feel the way I do about her, but I need that structure and someone in my life now and even though I would ask how high if she said jump I can’t sit here alone and do nothing. So, this woman may be my next domme who knows, but if not at least I have hope of the possibility of something with someone now. I no longer think that I am not capable of being good enough for someone. I think I will be a good sub for someone one day. I am devoted and dedicated and will never let them down.
I will spoil who ever I serve, it’s my thing that I love to do. It makes me deliriously happy, hence making her happy and the girl today. Her girlfriend is going to come for lunch with me next week which is epic. Isn’t life the bloody best?
Tomorrow I meet up with my old workmates from the place I worked first when I came to Australia then I will head home and get ready for the dungeon party and I will play tomorrow, oh I will definitely play. So I won’t be back now until Sunday and hopefully I will have had a chance to take some pics for Sinful Sunday! I’ve been a bit missing in action this week haven’t I? Oh Saturday evening I have the footie with my mate! In case you were wondering, during the day I’ll likely be sleeping! Have a fantastic weekend folks. See you Sunday xxx